fuhh~ fuh~

tajuk tak agak2.haha..bkn fuh~ yg awal ashaari tu..hehe..fuhh~ tu sbb tiup blog ni..dh lame dh berabuk..haha..sepanjang aku tak menulis blog, mcm2 yg terpikir nk tulis..tp ble tibe masa nk tulis sume jd lost! huhu..now,aku dh dok umh sewa kat tmn melati..baru masuk 2 mggu..ok laa..baru2 nk idop sndri kn? tibe2 rase diri ini sgt tabah menempuh segala dugaan..mcm2..hanya yg tahu je tau cmne susah payah menempuhnye.sbb aku yakin,sebelum kita senang, kita kne tempuh susah dlu..klu tak,kita takkan hargai ape2 yg kita ade sewaktu senang nnt.insyaAllah.. oh gaji,bile nk dpt? aku dh kesempitan..huhu (tibe2..) haha..

rasa tak best

im bored~ huhu..this pic represent me..huhu ( isnt it too cute to be bored? haha) i love babies~ cant help myself from adoring this cutest cretures in the world..

okay..tak tau nape rase tak best..huhu..sabtu ade keje kne bwat..but luckily smbung kat umh..xpyh g opis..huhu..incik satu saya pon kne berkerja harini..ni terpaku dpn pc kne wat keje..esok nk pindah kt umh sewa..satu kelegaan sbb takmau ssh2 kan femli along lagi.. xmau ganggu privacy org.. one more,lately ni asik blek lmbt jer..segan..huhu..bkn pe,ade building plan submission..so keje sgt byk..those yg tak involve dlm profession ni mgkin tak phm npe yg ktorg akitek ni (lebey2 lagi yg baru ni kn?) stay back opis n blek lewat.padahal tu mcm "nothing" je sbnarnye. kn? pe org kate.. asam garam jd akitek..ah..lupakan lah bout keje..ckp psl keje smbpi bile2 xabes..huhu..ni ibu risau btol sy nk dok umh sewa..g pagi balik keje naek tren,naek bus,blek lewat sume..bahaya.kan skang mcm2 kes jenayah, penindasan ke atas wanita..huhu..kerisauan yg same seperti incik satu rasakan dan alami..hoho...thanks my dear and dear~ kerisauan itu menunjukkan yg anda sayang sgt2 kat saye.. tp keadaan skrang mmg sy kne berbuat sedemikian rupa..baru nk mula idop ni bkn bole trus senang..huhu..sy tak mau merungut, sb merungut tu tnda tak bersyukur..padahal kt luar sane rmi lg org yg lagi idop ssh n melarat..ok2.berbalik pd situasi td..kepada ibu ku sayang~ dan incik satu yg tercinta~ doakan lah sy sentiasa selamat.. insyaAllah... incik satu selalu menjaga sy..if balik lmbat dia akn fetch sy blek keje n xbg sy blek sorg2 jalan sorg2..incik satu, awak mmg terbaik~ next wednesday ade interview utk program executive UEM..im kinda interested with that scheme..(mungkin akn menjanjikan peluang kerja yg lebih baik dgn income yg lebih menarik berserta benefit yg sgt memberangsangkan).. sy sgt berharap dgn itu,tp if dpt,kerja ni sah2 out of Klang Valley..huhu.. ibu memberi sapot yg baik..along pon ok jer.. cume incik satu spt tidak.. eh..bukan nk kate dia xsapot.dia seorang yg slalu ade bersama sy walau ape pon keadaan.. dia xbyk pon ckp n beri semangat ttg interview itu.. sy tak rasa dia xberi sapot..tp mungkin dia taknak berjauhan dgn sy.. sbb dh ckp,iF dpt keje ni sy kne mobile n willing to be located luar dr Klang Valley.. huhu.. incik satu sy amat memerlukan support anda.. huhu..mingkin sy kne berkorban sedikit..ni sume demi kesenangan akan dtang.. utk KITA..insyaAllah~ tp xpelah..intrview pon belum lagi..so sy tak mau terlalu confident.. sy cuba n usaha..pastu bru saya tawakkal..xpelah.. sy percaya pd pepatah, bersusah2 dahulu,bersenang2 kemudian.. insyaAllah...amin~

*saya amat memerlukan "mereka"..

saya suka makan ice cream!

yeay~ ice cream itu sedapp..hehe.. ni la kdai ice cream yg kuar JJCM tuh..kat nilai 1..kat Nilai square kot..xsure..sy jd co-pilot jer..hahaha..ni masuk kali ke-2 pegi..last sunday..gian nk mkn eskrem...haha

ni la ice room (yeke?) hajat nk amek gmba kdai..tp sb rmi org nmpk..xjadi la..haha

1st time makan ice cream Nut Case..sebulan lepas.giler sedap!! byk! berasa kacang dia..n yg penting xmuak mcm eskrem len..ish..sedap la yg penting..kne cuba..ade je mcm2 lg jenis ice cream..durian ade,yam ade, fruity2 pon ade..susu..try la..

ni la Nut Case..(opppss..yg depan eh..bukan yg baju merah tu..) sedappp! :p

mgkin korg tgk gmba tu xla menggiurkan pon ice cream tu..(bkn manusia tu tau..) tp rase dia mmg xtau nk ckp..(sbb menaip ,mne ley ckp..) haha..pastu last sunday g mkn lg..n nk try some other flavour..mcm menarik..so ktorang oder la milk with sesame sauce dgn fruity apetah..tp time ni rmi org..al maklum la.cuti skolah kn..tp ice cream kali ni cm cair cket..n ade cket rasa muak..xsure la sbb flavour ke,milk dgn fruity kn..tp sy assume sbb rmi sgt org dtg, so quality ice cream dh x mencapai tahap yg memuaskan..yeke? logik kot..tp xtau la klu mmg Nut case tu mmg cmtu kn..haha..

ni tatau pe nme dia.tp manis2 la..fruity2 gtu..ade durian belanda..hehe.presentation cm kureng cket..huu.

ni la milk with sesame sauce n kacang2 tuu..

* alaa~ nk mkn eskrem..huhu..ni mlm2 pon bwat keje..huhu..saye mau ice cream! :(

tido la.esok keje.

huahua..cmni rasenye bile dh keje..hari ahad adalah hari yg paling tidak disukai.saye malas la nk kejer..bkn sbb xmau keje.tp sbb malas nk bgun pagi..tp sy xkisah pon keje.haha.adoi..apelaa.dah la mau tido..babai~ :)

akhirnyaa~ yesss!

yeya! yipie! akhirnya dpt jgk meng'customize' kan blog sndri..punyelah selama ni tah pe yg aku cut paste..rupenye senang jeh.haha..jawapannye..cume google je "how to customize your blog"..hah.petik jari beb.senang! but its kinda weird..i love pink?? PINK? sume pon pink kott dlm blog nih..haha..lantak..pasni bole la bwat bisnes thru blog~ ahah..see yaa! :)

thank you to YOU~

Adinda _Lah Ahmad

Malam pertama sangat sempurna
Duhai adinda sungguh jelita
Selama ini hanya kau yang ku tunggu

Bukannya rahsia di antara kita
Semakin membara jiwa gelora
Selama ini hanya kau di hatiku

Tak mudah ku melupakanmu
Hanya engkau yang ku perlu
Bayang-bayangmu masih menghantuiku
Apa saja yang kau mahu

Chorus
Semua untukmu oh adindaku
Dengarlah rayuan di hatiku
Sesungguhnya aku mencintaimu
Selalu di hatiku memanggil namamu
Oh adindaku oh adindaku
Semua kerana kerna kamu

Engkaulah permata hatiku
Suluh menyinar hidupku
Yang selalu menerangi hari gelapku

Nantikan dinda yang satu
Tak akan pernah ku jemu
Semakin hari semakin ku rindu

Tak mudah ku melupakanmu
Hanya engkau yang ku perlu
Bayang-bayangmu masih menghantuiku
Kamu selalu dihatiku
Semua yang kau mahu

Ulang Chorus

Walau berjauhan
Suaramu mengakhiri penantian
Tabah mengharungi cinta
Semua dugaan Maha Esa

Ulang Chorus

*jiwang mode*

mereka yang terbaik

just be honest :)

01. Who was your last text from?
= my bubub~

02. Where was your default picture taken?
= pocoyize..(btol ke ejaan neh? ) ah.lantak

03. Your relationship status?
= erm..single but not available~ hee

04. Have you ever lost a close friend?
= nope

05. What is your current mood?
= lonely - sume org kat johor.aku je yg kt Kl..xdpt cuti..huhu

06. How many siblings do you have?
= 3..in d 2nd one..

07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
= mohd badrulhisham, noor fadhlina

08. Where do you wish you were right now?
= sleep tite wif...erm..hahha

09. Have a crazy side?
= ye kot..tah..we never judge ourselves..nnt angkat bakul sndri..haha

10. Ever had a near death experience?
= xsure..tp pnah hmpir lemas dlm..LONGKANg..ah.dem.

11. Something you do a lot?
= fesbukingg..haha.texting wif my bubub

12. Angry at anyone?
= takde la rite now..

13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
= saye pemalu cm shiput~ haha

14. When was the last time you cried?
= smlm..sensitip sgt..period la katekan..

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
= of coz~ absolutely!

16. What do you think about when you are falling asleep?
= i want an extra extension time to sleep~ zzzZz

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
= ibu~ ratu hatiku~ always tracking up on me..hehe.mwah!

18. What is your favorite song?
= ah.byk sgt la..toksah la tnye..

19. What are you doing right now?
= tunggu smpi berjanggut attach email nk bg kat bos..dh la lmbt..habess la aku

20. Who do you trust right now?
= all my love ones~

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
= UO kot..haha..murah jeh!

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?
= yuppp!

23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
= huhu..jaohh~

24. Describe your life in one word?
= challenging!

25. Who are you thinking of right now?
= nak my bubu! huhu

26. What should you be doing right now?
= tido..3 am already! luckily its sunday! yay!

27. What are you listening to?
= anythng yg sdap di dgr..

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
= erm.. *blush*

29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?
= hahah.my noty cuttie little nephew.sbb kne sakat by me..haha

30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
= menggelabah!

31. What is your natural hair color?
= dark brown

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
= my bubu~

33. Who was the last person to make you sad?
= my bubu also~ huhu

34. What do you hear?
= muse - starlight

35. Is your hair curly or straight?
= ikal mayang mengurai~ haha

36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
= ..........

37. Do you have a best friend?
= yup

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
= yup..hee~

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
= sure!!

40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
= emm..nope

41. Are you happy with life right now?
= yup..im trying to adapt wif the new life

42. Are you currently jealous?
=sumtimes

43. What jewelry are you currently wearing?
= necklace

44. What were you doing on Friday night?
= watching movie!! prince of persia..it was blast!!! best gler!

45. Have you ever had your heart broken?
= yup.

46. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
= yup..

47. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
= not now

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
= demammm

49. How late did you stay up last night and why?
= 5am! huhu..finishing my work..

50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
= yeah~ love u bubub~

*really MISS him.why ek?padahal bru je ptg td jumpe..ah.

recovering..0.09% remains..

haha..tah pape jer tajuk..recovering dr majuk dgn "seseorang"... ni dh heppy2 jer..tp ade plak belen0.09% tu..haha..tah paper jer..love is about give and take.. memberi dan menerima..xboleh terlalu memberi, nnt xdihargai..tp xboleh jgk terlalu menerima, nnt xpnah puas.. yeke aku ni? dh mcm ketam ke? eh..takkk...takk.. hehe..standard la suami siteri pon selisih fafham..inikan pulak yg xde ikatan sah lg ni.. bak kate cat farish dlm cite Adnan Sempit.. "bercinta kne la ade gado-gado..baru ade pujuk2.. dh pujuk2 baru ade geli2... haha..geli plak... eleh~ jgn nk geli sgt..(dlm ati setuju je kn?) :)

my favourite part bile majuk2 is... timbullah segala quotes2 yg sgt mengharu kan antara saye dgn 'seseorang'..

"to love is to help and encourage..with smiles and sincere words of praise.to take time to share,to listen and care...in tender, affectionate way.'

"pastikan kau dengan aku..jangan ada cinta lain..tak pernah aku terlintas niatku utk berpaling..maafkan lah aku sayang..bila belum kau bahgia..sejauh langit dia atas..kan ku kejar bahagiamu~.."

*opss..terlebey sudah! hehe

dunia kita

WORLD OF OUR OWN

You make me feel funny

When you come around

Yeah that's what I found out honey

What am I doing without you

You make me feel happy

When I leave you behind

It plays on my mind now honey

What am I doing without you

Took for granted everything we had

As if I'd find someone

Who's just like you

We got a little world of our own

I'll tell you things that no one else knows

I let you in where no-one else goes

What am I doing without you

And all of the things I've been looking for

Have always been here outside of my door

And all of the time I'm looking for something new

What am I doing without you

Well I guess I'm ready

For settling down

And fooling around is over

And I swear that it's true

No buts or maybes

When I'm falling down

There's always someone who saves me

And girl it's you

Funny how life can be so surprising

I'm just realising what you do

We got a little world of our own

I'll tell you things that no one else knows

I let you in where no-one else goes

What am I doing without you

And all of the things I've been looking for

Have always been here outside of my door

And all of the time I'm looking for something new

What am I doing without you

Well it's feeling right now

So let's do it right now

Praying that some how

You will understand the way

It's feeling right now baby somehow

I won't let this slip away

We got a little world of our own

I'll tell you things that no one else knows

I let you in where no-one else goes

What am I doing without you

And all of the things I've been looking for

Have always been here outside of my door

And all of the time I'm looking for something new

What am I doing without you

*i want this song to be my wedding song..hehe..boleh ker? erk...

i wanna be ... her~

SHE'S THE ONE

I was her she was me

We were one we were free

And if there's somebody calling me on

She's the one

If there's somebody calling me on

She's the one

We were young we were wrong

We were fine all along

If there's somebody calling me on

She's the one

When you get to where you wanna go

And you know the things you wanna know

You're smiling

When you said what you wanna say

And you know the way you wanna play

You'll be so high you'll be flying

Though the sea will be strong

I know we'll carry on

Cos if there's somebody calling me on

She's the one

If there's somebody calling me on

She's the one

When you get to where you wanna go

And you know the things you wanna know

You're smiling

When you said what you wanna say

And you know the way you wanna say it

You'll be so high you'll be flying

I was her she was me

We were one we were free

If there's somebody calling me on

She's the one

If there's somebody calling me on

She's the one

If there's somebody calling me on

She's the one

Yeah she's the one

If there's somebody calling me on

She's the one

She's the one

If there's somebody calling me on

She's the one

flu + penatt

apesal la selsema aku ni makin hari makin teruk? dh 2minggu xbaek2..huhu..dh la kt opis duk dpn air-con..menjadi2..tahap kesejukkan gaban..huhu..sok sek je kejenye..berbunyi mcm2..huhu..Allah jela yg tahu cmne aku rase..bayangkan! bagun hari2 kul 6 pagi tp badan keadaan yg sgt lemah dan panas dalam..tp aku kene sgt gagahi...huhu..

harini masuk 5hari aku dh berkerja..kat RDCA.. Regional Developemnt Consortium Arkitek..cewah..name cm power gile kn? haha.. tp masuk aku ade 7 je staff.. 7 jer?? haa..yela..7...t.u.j.u.h atau s.e.v.e.n.. 2 boss,1 secretary, 4 pekerja..firm ni kecik jer..tp dia punye HQ kat jb besar laa.power gtu..haha..insyaAllah byk la blaja..ala,cm mase tulis resume..masa interview.. "yes..i'm willing to learn.." .. (ni bkn willing,lebey terkebelakang dan terkedepan dr tu..(ape ni? tahh..) "i'm a fast learner" (buek! NAK TAU TAK? AKU NI LAMPI SBENARNYE..LURUS..fast ker?? haha.. pasrah~~

haa..nk cite psl aku g keje...ni antara part yg plg mencabar..rmi org tnye.."ko dok mane?" aku jwb "kajang.jauh kan?" (dlm ati - dah la..jgn tnye lg..huhu..) ade sbb psl aku trima keje kat ctu.ah malas nk cite yg tuh.huhu..kang banjir je..sape nk lap? huhu.. oke2..aku kuar umh same2 dgn abg aku biasenya dlm kul 6.55..(dlm palotak korg dh dpt bayangkn la aku bgun kul bpe kn? mls nk ckp..) pagi2 anta bazil g nursery..(aku xbergerakk.dok je dlm keta..) ok,stat perjalanan ke kl..aku dok seat blkang smbil TIDO..haha..sedar2 dh kat kl yg jem manjang tuh..sedar2 dh smpi BNM..anta akak ipar aku keje..so,aku pon xbole smbung tdo dh..bgun! bgun! kne jalan dr BNM ke tren Masjid Jamek..kuar kete kul 7.58 atau kul 8 la snang cite..pastu jalan merentasi 3 jalan besar dkat dgn dataran merdeka tu..jalan besar OKEH?? keta byk.moto byk...

2-3 minit jgk la nk tunngu lintas setiap jalan tuh..ok..smpi2 kat tren masjid jamek kne berebut2 trun escalator..aku slalu amek side kanan escalator..sbb takmau tnguu2..aku kne keja masa..huhu.so kne la trun escalator cm tangga..sepanjang 5 hari, hari rabu paling sesak..beratur pnjang nk ke kelana jaye..tp sib baik xla lame..tp cm sadin la jawapnye tubuhko dlm tren tuh..haha..

ok..dipendekkan cite..20minit dlm tren..smpi kelana jaya biase kul8.50.. (kadang bole smpi awl..ade je tren bwat hal..) DH KEJE NI,RASE 1MINIT TU SANGAT BERHARGA..Ssbb satu minit kita bole kehilangan satu jam atau byk jam laa...huhu....bas g opis tu ade kul 8.35 dgn kul 9 jer..so klu dh lmbt smpi,nek trip kul 9 la kn..huhu.tp kne tunngu lg paskcik bas berehat dlu..kul 9 bru dia naek bus..ok,dh bayar2 tiket bratur pnjg2 bas pon jalan..jalan g datran prima JAMMED ok? so, pejalan 5 minit or less jd 15 minit..dhsmpi dpn dataran prima trun n jalan kaki 10 minit (if aku membuat pecutan) and 15 minit (sbb aku dh mlasa nk cpt..sbb mmg dh lmbt pon smpi opis nnt) huhu..tolak cmpur bahagi aku smpi opis kul 9.20 atau 9.30..tere ka? kul umh kul 6.55 smpi opis kul 9.30..haha..adoi...susahnye nk mulakn idop nih..byk kesabaran n ketabahan yg digunakan..huhu.. aku nk carik umh sewa!!

saya cuba

susahkan nk perbaiki kekurangan dan kelemahan sendiri? kdg2 menda tu dh mmg diri kita.perlu ke kita ubah? utk kebaikan kite mmg kne berubah..tp setiap manusia tu ade sikap n perangai dia sendiri..kita xboleh ubah diri kita jadi org laen...tp cmne nk ubah walaupon sedikit?? cmne? aku degil ke? tak.. aku la yg paling nk jaga hati sume org kot.. tah.tp satu aku tahu..aku lurus..aku kdg2 gelabah..sensitif xtentu psl..mmg tu sume sikap2 negatif..tp knape aku cmni? aku ditakdirkan cmni? ish..tak elok salahkan takdir.. tapi.. TAPI.. knape sume yg aku bwat slalu dipertikaikan? selalu di perkecilkan? sbb aku naive..aku lurus..cmne nk jd xlurus? cmne? ade ubat ke? cmne nk jd xsensitif sgt? ade ubat ke? kdg aku dh cube..tp scara NATURAL ia terjadi jgk.. maybe 1 hari nnt bile aku terlalu utk cube berubah, aku akn jadi IGNORANCE.. yaa.. ignore sumer...lantakla korg nk ckp aku ape..lantakla korg susah..aku pedulik ape..cmtu ke org sekeliling nk aku jadik? cmtu?

introduction

hye there! im new..just create this blog sbb terasa nk luahakn sesuatu..i just can face it..dats all..hoping after this mood beribah..so post yg ok2 la kn...huhu