Saturday, May 29, 2010

just be honest :)

01. Who was your last text from?
= my bubub~

02. Where was your default picture taken?
= pocoyize..(btol ke ejaan neh? ) ah.lantak

03. Your relationship status?
= erm..single but not available~ hee

04. Have you ever lost a close friend?
= nope

05. What is your current mood?
= lonely - sume org kat johor.aku je yg kt Kl..xdpt cuti..huhu

06. How many siblings do you have?
= 3..in d 2nd one..

07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
= mohd badrulhisham, noor fadhlina

08. Where do you wish you were right now?
= sleep tite wif...erm..hahha

09. Have a crazy side?
= ye kot..tah..we never judge ourselves..nnt angkat bakul sndri..haha

10. Ever had a near death experience?
= xsure..tp pnah hmpir lemas dlm..LONGKANg..ah.dem.

11. Something you do a lot?
= fesbukingg..haha.texting wif my bubub

12. Angry at anyone?
= takde la rite now..

13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
= saye pemalu cm shiput~ haha

14. When was the last time you cried?
= smlm..sensitip sgt..period la katekan..

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
= of coz~ absolutely!

16. What do you think about when you are falling asleep?
= i want an extra extension time to sleep~ zzzZz

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
= ibu~ ratu hatiku~ always tracking up on me..hehe.mwah!

18. What is your favorite song?
= ah.byk sgt la..toksah la tnye..

19. What are you doing right now?
= tunggu smpi berjanggut attach email nk bg kat bos..dh la lmbt..habess la aku

20. Who do you trust right now?
= all my love ones~

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
= UO kot..haha..murah jeh!

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?
= yuppp!

23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
= huhu..jaohh~

24. Describe your life in one word?
= challenging!

25. Who are you thinking of right now?
= nak my bubu! huhu

26. What should you be doing right now?
= tido..3 am already! luckily its sunday! yay!

27. What are you listening to?
= anythng yg sdap di dgr..

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
= erm.. *blush*

29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?
= hahah.my noty cuttie little nephew.sbb kne sakat by me..haha

30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
= menggelabah!

31. What is your natural hair color?
= dark brown

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
= my bubu~

33. Who was the last person to make you sad?
= my bubu also~ huhu

34. What do you hear?
= muse - starlight

35. Is your hair curly or straight?
= ikal mayang mengurai~ haha

36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
= ..........

37. Do you have a best friend?
= yup

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
= yup..hee~

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
= sure!!

40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
= emm..nope

41. Are you happy with life right now?
= yup..im trying to adapt wif the new life

42. Are you currently jealous?
=sumtimes

43. What jewelry are you currently wearing?
= necklace

44. What were you doing on Friday night?
= watching movie!! prince of persia..it was blast!!! best gler!

45. Have you ever had your heart broken?
= yup.

46. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
= yup..

47. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
= not now

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
= demammm

49. How late did you stay up last night and why?
= 5am! huhu..finishing my work..

50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
= yeah~ love u bubub~



*really MISS him.why ek?padahal bru je ptg td jumpe..ah.

Monday, May 24, 2010

recovering..0.09% remains..

haha..tah pape jer tajuk..recovering dr majuk dgn "seseorang"... ni dh heppy2 jer..tp ade plak belen0.09% tu..haha..tah paper jer..love is about give and take.. memberi dan menerima..xboleh terlalu memberi, nnt xdihargai..tp xboleh jgk terlalu menerima, nnt xpnah puas.. yeke aku ni? dh mcm ketam ke? eh..takkk...takk.. hehe..standard la suami siteri pon selisih fafham..inikan pulak yg xde ikatan sah lg ni.. bak kate cat farish dlm cite Adnan Sempit.. "bercinta kne la ade gado-gado..baru ade pujuk2.. dh pujuk2 baru ade geli2... haha..geli plak... eleh~ jgn nk geli sgt..(dlm ati setuju je kn?) :)

my favourite part bile majuk2 is... timbullah segala quotes2 yg sgt mengharu kan antara saye dgn 'seseorang'..

"to love is to help and encourage..with smiles and sincere words of praise.to take time to share,to listen and care...in tender, affectionate way.'


"pastikan kau dengan aku..jangan ada cinta lain..tak pernah aku terlintas niatku utk berpaling..maafkan lah aku sayang..bila belum kau bahgia..sejauh langit dia atas..kan ku kejar bahagiamu~.."




*opss..terlebey sudah! hehe

dunia kita

WORLD OF OUR OWN

You make me feel funny
When you come around
Yeah that's what I found out honey
What am I doing without you
You make me feel happy
When I leave you behind
It plays on my mind now honey
What am I doing without you

Took for granted everything we had
As if I'd find someone
Who's just like you

We got a little world of our own
I'll tell you things that no one else knows
I let you in where no-one else goes
What am I doing without you
And all of the things I've been looking for
Have always been here outside of my door
And all of the time I'm looking for something new
What am I doing without you

Well I guess I'm ready
For settling down
And fooling around is over
And I swear that it's true
No buts or maybes
When I'm falling down
There's always someone who saves me
And girl it's you

Funny how life can be so surprising
I'm just realising what you do

We got a little world of our own
I'll tell you things that no one else knows
I let you in where no-one else goes
What am I doing without you
And all of the things I've been looking for
Have always been here outside of my door
And all of the time I'm looking for something new
What am I doing without you

Well it's feeling right now
So let's do it right now
Praying that some how
You will understand the way
It's feeling right now baby somehow
I won't let this slip away

We got a little world of our own
I'll tell you things that no one else knows
I let you in where no-one else goes
What am I doing without you
And all of the things I've been looking for
Have always been here outside of my door
And all of the time I'm looking for something new
What am I doing without you

*i want this song to be my wedding song..hehe..boleh ker? erk...

i wanna be ... her~

SHE'S THE ONE

I was her she was me
We were one we were free
And if there's somebody calling me on
She's the one
If there's somebody calling me on
She's the one

We were young we were wrong
We were fine all along
If there's somebody calling me on
She's the one
When you get to where you wanna go
And you know the things you wanna know
You're smiling
When you said what you wanna say
And you know the way you wanna play
You'll be so high you'll be flying

Though the sea will be strong
I know we'll carry on
Cos if there's somebody calling me on
She's the one
If there's somebody calling me on
She's the one

When you get to where you wanna go
And you know the things you wanna know
You're smiling

When you said what you wanna say
And you know the way you wanna say it
You'll be so high you'll be flying

I was her she was me
We were one we were free
If there's somebody calling me on
She's the one
If there's somebody calling me on
She's the one

If there's somebody calling me on
She's the one
Yeah she's the one

If there's somebody calling me on
She's the one
She's the one

If there's somebody calling me on
She's the one

Friday, May 21, 2010

flu + penatt




















apesal la selsema aku ni makin hari makin teruk? dh 2minggu xbaek2..huhu..dh la kt opis duk dpn air-con..menjadi2..tahap kesejukkan gaban..huhu..sok sek je kejenye..berbunyi mcm2..huhu..Allah jela yg tahu cmne aku rase..bayangkan! bagun hari2 kul 6 pagi tp badan keadaan yg sgt lemah dan panas dalam..tp aku kene sgt gagahi...huhu..

harini masuk 5hari aku dh berkerja..kat RDCA.. Regional Developemnt Consortium Arkitek..cewah..name cm power gile kn? haha.. tp masuk aku ade 7 je staff.. 7 jer?? haa..yela..7...t.u.j.u.h atau s.e.v.e.n.. 2 boss,1 secretary, 4 pekerja..firm ni kecik jer..tp dia punye HQ kat jb besar laa.power gtu..haha..insyaAllah byk la blaja..ala,cm mase tulis resume..masa interview.. "yes..i'm willing to learn.." .. (ni bkn willing,lebey terkebelakang dan terkedepan dr tu..(ape ni? tahh..) "i'm a fast learner" (buek! NAK TAU TAK? AKU NI LAMPI SBENARNYE..LURUS..fast ker?? haha.. pasrah~~

haa..nk cite psl aku g keje...ni antara part yg plg mencabar..rmi org tnye.."ko dok mane?" aku jwb "kajang.jauh kan?" (dlm ati - dah la..jgn tnye lg..huhu..) ade sbb psl aku trima keje kat ctu.ah malas nk cite yg tuh.huhu..kang banjir je..sape nk lap? huhu.. oke2..aku kuar umh same2 dgn abg aku biasenya dlm kul 6.55..(dlm palotak korg dh dpt bayangkn la aku bgun kul bpe kn? mls nk ckp..) pagi2 anta bazil g nursery..(aku xbergerakk.dok je dlm keta..) ok,stat perjalanan ke kl..aku dok seat blkang smbil TIDO..haha..sedar2 dh kat kl yg jem manjang tuh..sedar2 dh smpi BNM..anta akak ipar aku keje..so,aku pon xbole smbung tdo dh..bgun! bgun! kne jalan dr BNM ke tren Masjid Jamek..kuar kete kul 7.58 atau kul 8 la snang cite..pastu jalan merentasi 3 jalan besar dkat dgn dataran merdeka tu..jalan besar OKEH?? keta byk.moto byk...

2-3 minit jgk la nk tunngu lintas setiap jalan tuh..ok..smpi2 kat tren masjid jamek kne berebut2 trun escalator..aku slalu amek side kanan escalator..sbb takmau tnguu2..aku kne keja masa..huhu.so kne la trun escalator cm tangga..sepanjang 5 hari, hari rabu paling sesak..beratur pnjang nk ke kelana jaye..tp sib baik xla lame..tp cm sadin la jawapnye tubuhko dlm tren tuh..haha..

ok..dipendekkan cite..20minit dlm tren..smpi kelana jaya biase kul8.50.. (kadang bole smpi awl..ade je tren bwat hal..) DH KEJE NI,RASE 1MINIT TU SANGAT BERHARGA..Ssbb satu minit kita bole kehilangan satu jam atau byk jam laa...huhu....bas g opis tu ade kul 8.35 dgn kul 9 jer..so klu dh lmbt smpi,nek trip kul 9 la kn..huhu.tp kne tunngu lg paskcik bas berehat dlu..kul 9 bru dia naek bus..ok,dh bayar2 tiket bratur pnjg2 bas pon jalan..jalan g datran prima JAMMED ok? so, pejalan 5 minit or less jd 15 minit..dhsmpi dpn dataran prima trun n jalan kaki 10 minit (if aku membuat pecutan) and 15 minit (sbb aku dh mlasa nk cpt..sbb mmg dh lmbt pon smpi opis nnt) huhu..tolak cmpur bahagi aku smpi opis kul 9.20 atau 9.30..tere ka? kul umh kul 6.55 smpi opis kul 9.30..haha..adoi...susahnye nk mulakn idop nih..byk kesabaran n ketabahan yg digunakan..huhu.. aku nk carik umh sewa!!


Friday, May 14, 2010

saya cuba

susahkan nk perbaiki kekurangan dan kelemahan sendiri? kdg2 menda tu dh mmg diri kita.perlu ke kita ubah? utk kebaikan kite mmg kne berubah..tp setiap manusia tu ade sikap n perangai dia sendiri..kita xboleh ubah diri kita jadi org laen...tp cmne nk ubah walaupon sedikit?? cmne? aku degil ke? tak.. aku la yg paling nk jaga hati sume org kot.. tah.tp satu aku tahu..aku lurus..aku kdg2 gelabah..sensitif xtentu psl..mmg tu sume sikap2 negatif..tp knape aku cmni? aku ditakdirkan cmni? ish..tak elok salahkan takdir.. tapi.. TAPI.. knape sume yg aku bwat slalu dipertikaikan? selalu di perkecilkan? sbb aku naive..aku lurus..cmne nk jd xlurus? cmne? ade ubat ke? cmne nk jd xsensitif sgt? ade ubat ke? kdg aku dh cube..tp scara NATURAL ia terjadi jgk.. maybe 1 hari nnt bile aku terlalu utk cube berubah, aku akn jadi IGNORANCE.. yaa.. ignore sumer...lantakla korg nk ckp aku ape..lantakla korg susah..aku pedulik ape..cmtu ke org sekeliling nk aku jadik? cmtu?

introduction

hye there! im new..just create this blog sbb terasa nk luahakn sesuatu..i just can face it..dats all..hoping after this mood beribah..so post yg ok2 la kn...huhu